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...It's just shocking to hear of Robin Williams's death; I never knew he was battling depression. There's a lot of movies I've never seen and I've never seen most of Robin Williams's most popular movies, but even still, I just saw how funny and lighthearted he was in some interviews. I never thought someone like him would ever take his life. Depression is a horrible thing....And it makes me that much more want to make the most of my life, and want to reach out to others....it just makes me wanna go out and get some sunlight in....it's never too late to make a change....(hard to find the right words><) I don't want to say something cliche that people have said a thousand times about things like depression and suicide because if you're depressed right now, you have probably grown tired of it. But I wanna say that I've made mistakes in my life, and I have serious regrets, and it used to be painful where there wasn't a day I didn't cry; it's better now--MUCH BETTER--but I'm still in the aftermath of my mistakes. But still what cheers me up is that I remember that despite everything, I have the opportunity right now to do better; right here in the present I have the chance to make a change. I have the opportunity to correct all my mistakes and break old habits. I just feel that the present is called the "present" a word synonymous with the word "gift" for a reason, because it is a gift; we're still breathing, we can do something about what's troubling us, even if we have to start over, we can fix what needs to be fixed, we can better our life and discover meaning in some possible way. You may not be able to fix all things, but you can fix yourself. So, I just feel that whatever mistakes you made or whatever you're facing, you have right now to make it better for you, or you better for it, to some degree, so you should use it.
Also, about suicide, I wanna say that it's something you can never undo, as you've heard the quote "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" so you should always remember that there's no going back ever after you've done it. That's really all. So, rant over; was preachy I know, but I hope even in the smallest way this can help.
A wonderful day to all.
So, yesterday was my 22nd Birthday, somehow 22 has this coolness to it. Ah, so another year....(doesn't know what to type) Of course I got cheesecake!!!:D And my mother and I went on a long drive, and listened to music. Haha, my mother doesn't like most of the band Little Mix's songs; she really only liked the ballads, she kept on making jokes about how awful 2 particular songs were. But I loved them so much!! And we still have the dog, but I want to keep her--even though she could be a lot of work--and I'm developing a bond with her. Yesterday, while getting out of bed she came up to me and started licking my face; I thought that was just the sweetest moment; it's nice to see that she likes me!!!!:iconkokorox: When we finally got to our destination, a park in Charleston SC, I just leaned on the rail on the pier, and listened to the water slowly moving, was so soothing and peaceful:love:. And there was a full moon out--very nice to have a full moon on a Birthday--and the reflection of it's light on the water looked liked glitter or fireworks; was pretty.:blowkiss: So I looked at that for a while too. While I was doing all this, my mother was walking the dog, and, haha, the dog kinda barks and growls at people she doesn't know well, so when a lady came up to us and wanted to pet her, the dog barked and growled, even for a second stood up on her hind legs--now that I think about it, she went crazyXD, not in a serious way though--the lady smiled and walked away, but I heard her saying to her husband that the dog was horrible!! And then I just walked around and was lost in thought and the beauty that surrounded me, like all the trees; even for a moment thinking about life. It was a nice time and it seems even better recalling it somehow. But I wish more days could be spent going to out to places like that; yeah, definitely want to get out more.:) So, 22..... On my brother's Birthday, he didn't do anything fun; he wanted to just work hard for his Birthday, so I'm jealous of his discipline. I always say I want to change and be more productive, but I only can temporarily, but with my Birthday and just with what life can be like, I'll try again. 
Anyway, thank you to those who wished me a Happy Birthday!!!:hug:
...It's just shocking to hear of Robin Williams's death; I never knew he was battling depression. There's a lot of movies I've never seen and I've never seen most of Robin Williams's most popular movies, but even still, I just saw how funny and lighthearted he was in some interviews. I never thought someone like him would ever take his life. Depression is a horrible thing....And it makes me that much more want to make the most of my life, and want to reach out to others....it just makes me wanna go out and get some sunlight in....it's never too late to make a change....(hard to find the right words><) I don't want to say something cliche that people have said a thousand times about things like depression and suicide because if you're depressed right now, you have probably grown tired of it. But I wanna say that I've made mistakes in my life, and I have serious regrets, and it used to be painful where there wasn't a day I didn't cry; it's better now--MUCH BETTER--but I'm still in the aftermath of my mistakes. But still what cheers me up is that I remember that despite everything, I have the opportunity right now to do better; right here in the present I have the chance to make a change. I have the opportunity to correct all my mistakes and break old habits. I just feel that the present is called the "present" a word synonymous with the word "gift" for a reason, because it is a gift; we're still breathing, we can do something about what's troubling us, even if we have to start over, we can fix what needs to be fixed, we can better our life and discover meaning in some possible way. You may not be able to fix all things, but you can fix yourself. So, I just feel that whatever mistakes you made or whatever you're facing, you have right now to make it better for you, or you better for it, to some degree, so you should use it.
Also, about suicide, I wanna say that it's something you can never undo, as you've heard the quote "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" so you should always remember that there's no going back ever after you've done it. That's really all. So, rant over; was preachy I know, but I hope even in the smallest way this can help.
A wonderful day to all.

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Celem Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav: on my lower falls pic :)
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angelichope Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014
Was a well deserved fave!!!:hug:
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CeruleanHeavens Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :tighthug::heart:
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angelichope Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014
Anytime, my beautiful friend!!:iconloveyouplz:
An amazing and wonderful day to you!:iconshinyheartplz:
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CeruleanHeavens Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh golly :blush:
Thank you!! I hope you have a lovely weekend :iconloveloveplz:
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You're welcome and thank you!!:hug::iconlove1plz::iconlove2plz:
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Bactaboy Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014
Thank you for the faves :)
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angelichope Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014
My pleasure!!:hug: Hope you continue making your lovely art!!:heart::D
A bright and happy day to you!!!:glomp:
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